residue on brain

Listened to that recording of ‘star lure’ again (within focus group)

Why did I say “to forget” about it?

Maybe, because I wasn’t focused on the right thing?

What is the right thing

That one feeling

Of just being..

So, when I said to “just be”

I guess that was it, the right ‘thing’

The moment that star shown itself

Inside my diaphragm

I saw you and felt you

The love

It was that

How do we “just be” in love

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An hour passes and I think of a book while listening to Federico Faggin on youtube that Nick sent me…

…

Haruki Murakami Kafka on the shore

There’s a character who is like a truck driver, he, for some reason I forget, ends up at a proper coffee shop, he has the best filtered coffee made by this master coffee guy and he sits down on the couch and he listens to a recording of an orchestra and he changes in that moment, he never thought he was like this, he never new he had taste, and this is something that he is so moved by, the incredible care for a good cup of coffee and divine music, it completes his soul in that moment makes him realize true things about himself he was unaware of before… he takes time off from his job after to process and savor this deeply life changing moment…

… I don’t think this is completely how it goes but its wonderful residue on my brain … just how quick moments like this can change people