stuff I know later

Post post:

Today there’s less care, but there is a commitment to keep it going. And my brain hasn’t stopped, and something inside my head is telling me to write, not sure what is happening in that regard but I’m here.

Post:

Feeling rn

Asking questions as a way to prepare for unknown and potential heartache …

I acknowledge you and I don’t need you anymore ..

I acknowledge you and I need to sit with you for a while and tell you how much you are loved regardless… to say goodbye to you and let it go forever

Is this what they mean by healing yourself?

I felt, in the flat, so alone,

for a moment,

wishing I had

people around

that wanted

to be

in my

company who would

call to

come over

to sit

with me,

to do

silly things

with me..

I told Nick this he suggested I go live and stream while sewing stars into that dress

…

I also think stuffing is a funny word and image

/—

I want this to be ours… why do we blow stuff up… who comes up with this kind of idea…. Who wants something so bad that they would use a nuclear bomb to get what they wanted… where have we gone to?

pizza zone