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I had a terribly awful dream last night. A theme that reoccurs is several dreams throughout my life are towers. Dramatically tall towers. This dramatically tall tower had a man climb up it, the man looked so pleased with himself up there, at the very top of this ridiculously tall tower, stretching his big arms up and reaching up toward the sky, he then leaned backwards, then it looked like he pealed himself off of the sky and began to fall and nothing could stop the descent. His body contoured and his limbs grew slightly longer and he looked like a ribbon more than a human, but he was human, he was magnificent, and my heart was breaking apart. I couldn’t imagine seeing the result of it, I knew he was soon to be dead, so I imagined another body, this body slightly less human, I thought it would make this dream less real, less heart-breaking, but it just became more disturbing. I decided to leave the dream soon after that. It was too much, I thought to myself why this? Before I saw that happen… my dream guide was acting as if he was a project manager and I was apart of his team, he was showing me what has happened in the past and why we must discourage people from climbing the tower. So, what I was seeing was something from the past, something I must warn others about. When I first saw the video, I just felt how free that man was, how joyful that climb must have been, I felt it while I was watching the replay, until I saw him peeling off the sky, that’s when this sinking feeling hit me and the world began to turn slower.